Josh, Mandi, M'Tali, Dallin, Dakoda, Logan, & Easton: Bitter Sweet 4th of July!!

Monday, July 6, 2009

Bitter Sweet 4th of July!!

Even though this was the first 4th of July without mom we tried hard to enjoy it.
Dakoda loves the fireworks!!

Dallin watching Uncle Tanner light the fireworks for us

Logan's first 4th of July, all dressed in red, white and blue

Not a very happy baby...what a sad look

The kids enjoying the parade!! They all got to break a board from one of the karate people that were in the parade!

1 comment:

RebeccaVert said...: LOL I love that photo of Logan....It makes me smile every time i see it!!!

I know you really having a hard time with mom passing away. Just know how much Tanner and I love you. Mom knows how much you love her too. Remember that God has a plan for all of us...and we should never take a day for granted. You never know what opportunities you will be missing out on!! We love you Mandi and if you need to talk....you know my number!!! Hang in there!

~Bek; July 6, 2009 at 10:22 PM

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